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■ sad day
► Friday, February 4, 2011 @ 1:58 PM
Hello peeps.
I actually couldn't believe it that i'm blogging again.
.....
Well, maybe once in a month, but at least, i'm blogging right?
Back to the topic.
So today, I open my facebook and as usual,
I'm waiting for that person.
Wait and wait.
and finally, one notification.
I'm so excited to check what does that person wrote.
So, yeah.
First i asked him "yes?"
And that person replied :

" nuthing.
just wanna say that she and me are... well,
we've broken up. that's what. :D
hope you're fine there. "


I read that phrase again.
MY EYES OPENED WIDE.
Again.
Again.
And I was like " WHAT? WHAT?!!! "
I want to ask that person sooooo many questions.
WHY? HOW? WHEN? ARE YOU OKAY THERE?
I KNOW YOU ARE NOT OKAY. ARE YOU CRYI
NG THERE?
ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU OKAY?
and damn lots of questions i wanna ask from my heart .
because i knew he really loves her.
i knew how he felt. Even if i don't know how does he felt,
At least I knew that I care him.

But all I can replied is;
" :
(((( no i'm not fine "
" are you okay? :( "
"
please be safe there,
don't do anything nonsense .
take care ..

sorry i cannot help anything,
i just can help listening:( "

what in the world I am?
why I am very damn stupid?
why I am so afraid to ask that person?
That person need support!
He's in sad condition!
what has gotten in me?
why i'm clueless and just stood and see with
something in my eyes.
something is hurting in my heart that made me want to cry.
Just why the hell I can't do anything for that person?
I'm so sorry that you have this stupid friend.
who does nothing. but just keep on making you hurt.
again and again.



Really,
Dear God,
I hope you're fine there.
I really really do hope :((


It's gonna be okay,
It's gonna be okay,
I know it's gonna be okay,
'cause i'm always praying for you.
Y
ama-chan.


- aya